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Wed, Dec 31, 2008 3:57 PM
Well here we are New Years Eve, Baby I can't believe your not here to celebrate this with us. We missed you at Christmas Time. Zoe always kisses your picture and tells you she loves you. We Miss you and Love you very much. People always say that your having the best Christmas ever, but I'm not. I guess I just can't believe where you are. Everyone says that your in Heaven, but how do you really know.. I find myself doubting this. I know my faith tells me to believe this, but I so long to know your okay, that I'll see you again and that you don't need me. I fear that your calling out for me and I can't help you, like I have always helped you. Daddy an I have always been there for you and I can't get over the fact that you don't need me any more. I need you.... boy,I can't believe how the tables have turned. I find myself calling out for you... I just want to hold you... I need you... Well Kenzie, We Love You and I just wanted to tell you that, not that you can read this but I need to tell you anyway. We saw a man today that was walking the way you used to, He reminded us just how much we really miss the way you use to walk, talk, jump, and laugh. Sissy started to sing all the songs you used too, I often belive your inside her singing out to me. She is such an Angel here on Earth helping Us to heal. But, I need you, My Angel in Heaven, to help me find the person I should be without you.. I can't seem to find my way. I feel so lost. Baby, please give me the strength and support from within to learn to enjoy life again. Happy New Years Baby!! We love you, Your family forever. Mommy, Daddy and Sissy.

Comments:
Vicki Rhoads Ellis: Dear Family,
I have been following your daughter's journey since the article was published in the newspaper. From time to time, I would check the website for updates. Your daughter's story has truly touched my heart. I can not even begin to understand your pain. I am deeply sorry. I will be praying for you for strength. God Bless.

Jen, Ciera, Eric & Briana: Dave, Danielle and Zoe, We are have been thinking about you and praying for you. Stay strong. I know it can't be easy and I really feel for you. McKenzie is looking down at you from Heaven. Don't lose your faith in the Lord. McKenzie is in a better place with no more pain. It is written that one day we will all be together again in a place so wonderful! She is an angel looking down at you, stay strong. She would want you to go on and be there for Zoe and eachother just like you were once there for her. It is easy to lose faith during these times and to question why. Keep taking one day at a time. Cherish your time here on earth with your friends and family and look forward to the day that you will all be reunited again. We love you and are here for you!
Love, Jen

Buddy - The Left Edge Band: Know that there are many who care and pray for you and your family. Cherish all of the memories of McKenzie as you do, and appreciate your family - your parents, your husband and Zoe - and continue to make those special new memories. We are here on this planet for a mere instant in time. Some are taken much too soon for reasons that we don't know and can't control, but believe that they were put in our lives for a purpose - they truly are angels! Stay strong in your belief that we will all be together again with our personal angels. Make the most of your time here in anticipation for the great "Homecoming" which lies ahead. May peace and love continue to grow within. My prayers and thoughts are with you and your family.
Buddy

Grammy & Poppy: To our loving Daughter, Son & Zoe:
Mom And I are trying to take away your pain. We not only grieve for McKenzie but we feel your pain.
Please don't lose your faith, look what you, Dave,Zoe and McKenzie did for me! You saved my life!
Love and prayers forever and a day!
Daddy

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